dust / innuendoes

1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
9 months ago, it would have been 4 As. 6 months ago, it would have been a scholarship. right now, i have no idea.

2. What is your greatest fear?
failure (this fear is kinda scaring me)

3. Which living person do you most admire?
a tie between Mdm Cheng and my math teacher

4. What trait do you most deplore in yourself?
seeking approval from man, sparks of evilness

5. What trait do you most deplore in others?
inappropriate-ness

6. What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
self-sufficiency

7. On what occasion do you lie?
when i’m afraid.

8. What do you dislike most about your appearance?
broad shoulders, hair blahblah

9. What is your greatest regret?
the attempt to quit eating

10. What or who is the greatest love of your life?
Ask me in 10 years, I’ll tell you.

11. Which talent would you most like to have?
to listen

12. What is your current state of mind?
sad, disturbed from the movie Crash. pensive because of tomorrow.

13. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
cynical & skeptical tendencies

14. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
volunteering to eat a raw egg at hall camp. no i’m kidding. it has yet to come.

15. If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what would it be?
i probably wouldn’t want to come back.

16. What is your most treasured possession?
a short note which ends with ‘My Best Wishes!’

17. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Losing someone important (but you didn’t know it till the person was gone)

18. Where would you like to live?
somewhere clean

19. What is your most marked characteristics?
err impatience?

20. Who are your favourite writers?
Agatha Christie

21. Who is your favourite hero of fiction?
Hercule Poirot

22. Who are your heroes in real life?
patient people

23. What is it that you most dislike?
Excuses

24. What is your motto?
more of a reminder i guess - treasure in heaven treasure in heaven

25. Favourite journey?
Riding the 135 bus alone

26. What do you most value in your friends?
a good heart

27. Which word or phrase do you most overuse?
Seriously? I’m sorry? (I’m partially deaf)

28. Which historical figure do you most identify with?
Hah probably the Simon Peter before he ate the last breakfast with Jesus

29. What is your greatest extravagance?
Notebooks

30. If you could change one thing about your family, what would it be?
we would talk more about things that really matter instead of hiding everything

31. What is your favourite occupation?
Watching stuff, hopefully it would evolve to counting stuff.

32. What is the quality you most like in a woman?
Steadiness, reliable

33. What is the quality you most like in a man?
Kindness

34. How would you like to die?
Ready

35. If you could choose what you want to come back as, what would it be?
Well I probably wouldnt, but if I really had to choose - a guy.